Friday 13th October 2006
beyond disappointedyou said i was your inspiration?
dont i need someone too?
its not easy but i resisted it
every time when i had a chance to,
i didn't
it was hard,freaking shiting tough
every time when i feel like lighting
a stick or buying a pack, its shity!
it feels like i'm in a battle field
trying to kill that devil thats
inside of me;tempting me!
the only person i looked up to was
youif you can't even fight the urge,
the temptation...
then it shows how weak you are;mentally
n those of you who started...
think bout it. its dumb.
you know who u are
well if u wanna waste your life away,
go ahead. who am i to judge?
who am i to tell you not to do it?
just use some brains and think
is it worth it? you wont be the only one who will suffer
mark my words
♥geri farted chocolate at, 12:10 am
